The question was asked of me. How do I go on. I reread the posts and once again relive the pain and despair of a spouse with a chronic illness.
Things are so much better now.
We are so passed the tenuous - is this marriage even going to survive?
We survived and we will continue to do so.
And life is good now.
He didn't get better.
Life didn't get easier.
Is it because I found my worth?
Is it because I found his?
Is it because my Father in Heaven held us together when we were trying to push ourselves apart?
I love my husband.
He is my very best friend.
It took a looooonnnng time to find that out.